Sunday, 21 October 2007

At a Loss

Dad brought my Mum to A&E hospital today.... Seems like her headache is worse than i thought, she's been sufferring for more than a month... And I am at a loss of what to do or how to help her... She's been crying almost everyday and I cant possibly keep her company round the clock.. Seems like no doctors can diagnose what's wrong... they just asked her to sleep more, take painkillers, stop worrying.... What is causing this headache???

Thursday, 18 October 2007

Setback after Setback

Sometimes hard work doesnt equate results..... It is demoralizing and I always try to tell myself not to give up, to try harder nxt time...I dunno why but somehow I just couldnt perform... I tried.... I really tried.... Perhaps this is not a suitable course for me... uni is one of the most challenging time of my life.... Disappointment after disappointment, setbacks after setbacks..... Its tiring... I am tired.... Perhaps this is God's way of making me tougher to face the obstacles of life ahead.....

Friday, 5 October 2007

Presentation Day

Completed my presentation today..... Think it went really well... Was quite smooth sailing... Though I got bombarded by a lot of "why?" qns by the prof, why this why that, managed to smoke my way thru.... Surprisingly he didnt comment on one set of data obtained which I think is weird or wrongly done.... had difficulty explaining that part....

Anyway, think there are more work to be done after the prof recommended that I shld investigate some parameters which are impt blah blah blah....lab seems like nvr ending man.... Anyway at the end of the presentation, I told him after investigating these other paramenters I will wrap up the experimental part of the FYP and concentrate on writing my thesis... He said "Sure". Heng ah..... Otherwise there is no end to it.... I need to put a stop to lab soon...

Tuesday, 2 October 2007

I just "love" my Prof

I just "love" my prof for his last min emails, stunners and high expectations of his fyp students...
First, received an email saying he wanted a presentation to be done on Fri on the current progress...... Sheesh la... So short notice!!!

Next, I noticed he loves to forward emails between himself and other students.... Now I know who are the pple in the lab kena issued a violation warning.... Think he out to shame them... Just not my style....

3 days to come up with presentation.... Wish me luck!!!